When I say that I hate myself don't want you to say that I'm beautiful and great. I know that i'm not any of that. I am me and that is the problem. I'm going to be the problem until the day that i die which I do hope is soon and if it works, I'm so sorry that I couldn't stay and that I couldn't have been any happier believe me, I tried so hard to be strong but I fear I can't keep this lie up any more I'm so, so sorry but I just want to die please let me d i s a p p e a r ♡